Cant stop smiling till now... hahaha....

today is my graduation day... reach school quite early, went to find Loh but not there... so sian... keke... he says he going to treat me one meal! kekeke... hmm... wad should I ask him to treat den???

meet Doris at Mac.. went to S.Canteen to eat wedges!! haha... but abit disappointed with it... not hot, little powder, not crispy... nvm lar.... kekeke....

the ceremony went pass fast... hands went very cold when going up stage... hahaha...

today, the photos taken was very very little... more of catching up with each other... talking with lecturers.... friends....

a very old friend of mine... BS. hmm... let me count. been in the same school since young. hehe... same kindergarden, primary school, secondary school & ploy... hahaha...


Mum & Me. haiz... Dad promised me he will come but end up he have to go Batam today for work.... so sad....


part of my claz. the rest went missing... haha...


my boss, Jean, was there today also. so were Uncle Terrence. Talking to him though abit wierd, coz he is the staff of NYP, but happy to chit chat with him.


day went pass tooooooo fast....

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<~>thoughts of the day<~>

the feelings when sitting in the audit was mixed. Excited, Nervous ... blah~

the audit. the place where I watched performances, involving in school major events with the club, attending seminars... that was also the place to report 3 years back during the orientation.

Friends. seems everyone are now moving on to the next stage of life. So am I. Many guys came today with that 'botak' look. so funny. Guang Min, juz no change. keep making fun of me from the moment I see him. >.<" some going NS soon in Sept. Kenny, BS & many more.... Ladies. most of them found work le. some still searching. some still having holiday.

Received a msg from JM. very gan dong, though only a few simple words. very miss the club, duno why. this club, a place of wonderful memories. you xue you lei.

I miss school!!!! miz my claz, miz my club, miz my friends...

hmm.. today back to Chong Pang..

meet Vin at Cold Storage. he been there earlier than me. Saw his shopping basket: the items seems abit foreign to me. well, when the Cook is on his shopping trip, you won't understand the items he will be getting....

waited for the time to pass at BK. finally, yun reached!! but have to wait for her friend.

... hungry~~~~

wad for dinner den??? a plate of hokkien mee, 30 sticks of satays, 1 plate of Chinese rojak, & 8 peices of 'zhui kueh'. alot? nah~~ tat Vin who left earlier feels that we cant finish all!!

Vin ar, we can finish all the food leh!! ^5 Yun!!

hmm.. well, I have ''Chang Teng' for dessert, courtesy of Si Ming! kekekeke..... hmm... another guy who is going NS in Sept..

me & yun walk back to NP. do some shopping, and went home. THE END.

haha.. I missed that place.... =)

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~>some thoughts<~

I love the walking around the place. well, I still miss Yishun. Enjoy the walking with u guys.

like wad u say, luckily, we are of opp sides, else we won't click. =) even if I can turn back time, I not sure will I make the same choice. perhaps, I may end up in TP not NYP. yes, the road seems hazy, not I want, daring to change also not sure. perhaps I am juz in a mess now. hope the fog will go off soon.

for Kai, what was presented to me was just a shock. A shock of learning the truth, and nothing else. staying neutral is what I do. wishing him best too.

Vin, I still waiting for the sauces.. kekeke.... u have to take care lar... juz be more careful.

Yun, for the ger at ur workplace, juz play along with her... make her blow her top, and you WIN. ;) perhpas I never be a peacemaker. =P Glad that u recieved the confirmation letter. Good Luck ger... haiz also, coz my 21st birthday you won't be around.... sob sob.... alone? will I?~~ haiz...

Aug 9. KIV with Xia!

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness. Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul. You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable. Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful. In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself. Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend. You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You

waw~~my feet hurts!! been walking n walking today...

haiz... went to Substation to get tickets for the show tml... nearly lost my way there... due to the upgrads around that area, I took the wrong path. But luckily, I did print out the map of the area... keke... so managed to reach the ticket office. Guess what?!?! A sign put up stated that the tickets will be only be selling tml at the place of screening. ( -____-'!|) haiz...

so end up walking around the area while waiting for gor~ I end up at Raffles City. nothing to shop... worse... I regreted of buying the blouse that day at G2000. WHY? coz now have 50% OFF store wide... >.<"

that gor ar~ waited for him for almost 2.5 hours... made me so hungry for so long!!! haiz.. duno when then Mum & Dad allow me to sit his bike... HAIz...............

met Jason. was so surprise to see him. went for a drink. today I just got to know from him that Kai left for England 3 weeks ago for study. now, I also know why I was not informed. mind went abit blank. Not sure how to react also. Guess we will stay in this way. Start a new life there. Wish him luck. Always.

met Aslinda at the stn. long time never see each other. she was one of the TOP M1 salesperson during our attachment period. she told me she wants to go into photo journalism. hmm~~ not bad.. at least she is chasing after her dream. doing what she wants.

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today, all of the suden, I missed my claz ppl. Miss those days that we cheong proj at the printers labs where we booked all the computers in the lab to do projects for long hours. we will buy food like wedges up to the lab & eat while writing those LONG LONG codes! the Lab is as though belong to us!! We always print past year exam papers, as a claz. BESt of all, when the printing system went hay-wire, we can print as much as we want!! we also always discuss our chalets, outings, BBQ, movie blah blah at the lab. so fun.... so much laughters... those were the days...

miss my old life~~

Yoz, thanks for putting all your trust in me… Yes, you are feeling the pain, feeling the guilt too. I understand all your feelings, the feeling of cheated when the hopes were dashed suddenly. But is not your fault. No one is solely right or wrong in matters of the heart. You have to be strong, and you always are. Never give up when there are still many girls out there. There will be a girl of your love that suit you, is just that she have not appear yet. Perhaps you are just too tired these days, so your mind started to wonder again…. Just keep to the track. You can do it de... I have my faith in you. Jia you!

Hey, Vin, dun so ping lar… study hard also must play hard mah… cheong so much for what? Keep urself more free lar… kekeke… Be more careful in your pract lessons lar… btw, when can I start to order the dishes huh?? Need to have queue number de mah?? Hahaha… u take care lar~~ bye!

Hey, I like your wordings all the time!! “With your strong motivation plus your firm belief and keen learning attitudes, sure can.” You are just so knowledgeable to me. Without you here all these years, I don’t know where I am now… haha… Perhaps I just always need your scolding from time to time then I will move… haha…. You do take care… Find your path & move too!! Jia you wor~!! I will support you too!! =)

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Hmmm…

With my strong motivation, plus firm belief, and keen learning attitude, add a bit of luck, minus lots of my laziness at times, with pillars of support around, weave in some dreams & hopes, squeeze in my stubbornness, sprinkle some blessings, what will I get?? I will get to my destination!!! ;o)

an oldie.. Jap version is "Dancing all the night"

from the title can guess the contents le~~ keke...

haiz... shld have meet up with Alvin on SAT morning de.. but that guy.. msg me juz before day breaks telling me he juz reach home!! argh~ well, let him sleep bah~ haha....

Yun wanted to go to her study agency, so follow her lo.. so ke lian hor.. to go alone... =P haha... aiya... we went there b4 de & she went there many times le... BUT we still got lost!!!! -_-!|

shopping was next.. I have a number of things on my shopping list & some more I got couple of discount vouchers.. so why not use them!!!!!!! though Citylink was quite a short path, but think we took hour plus to reach Suntec... almost every shop we went in~~~ shoes esp~~

Well, Yun was the one accompanying me not the other way round! guess I am juz to happy to get what I wanted... But not Yun... Coz she wanted to get a blouse at French Collections but can only get it on the way back to the MRT...she been so grouchy also... keke...

haiz... back home... so sian... WHY??!... coz no one at home!! all have their own programms... I am the LAST to leave the house & FIRST to be back...!! (-___-'!|) should have went somewhere else... LOLx......

For her.

hmm... Friday met up with Yun, Xiang & Xia for dinner... why? Coz Yun's bday is coming... after so much headaches, we finally made our choice: Fish & Co, the glass restaurant.

in the afternoon I thought I cant make it that night le.. coz felt very giddy.... Lucky got better when the eveing came...

due to is a Fri, there is this unplug performance. not bad... but guess is abit too noisey for us chit chat... haha... So what's for dinner??

Our Menu: Corn Soup, Sambal Fish, Fish & Chips, Cream Salmon & last but not least, Seafood Platter. wahaha.... alot?! keke...

Haiz... Vin sms over... he cant make it. coz his lessons till ard 10 bah.. & also the next day he is working~~ aiyo..

the other 3 gals was just too tired to do anything... I'm seems the most active de... haiz...

see: Yun so tired....


that Xia trying to explore the camera again... but Xia & Xiang lack of coordination... here is the best pic after so many tries... keke...


this is what Me & Yun did without SO MANY tries... kekeke.. & a self take too! ^5 Yun!!


that Xia still cant believed that me & yun can do it so fast.. here is another try:


CNMI! haha...

after dinner... thought of going somewhere for a snack or drink.. end up shopping again.. haha.. but most shops closing soon den...

basically, the eveing went by too fast...

Yun ar, next year this time I guess I am going to miss you....

*-Gals of the Night-*

meet up with juniors for dinner in the eveing...

before that, meet up with Yun... that Yun ar, as though she have not seen me for years~ hug me like no tml... hahaha.... guess I nearly turn RED as my shirt when her friends at the other table turn over and watch us... (-___-'!|) Yun ar, u talk too loud lar... wahahaha....

hey ger... you really scared me when I heard ur voice over the phone leh... dun stress... you can do it de... is the phychological barrier that you need to go over... is juz the stories you have heard that create all those images in ur mind~ if he is such a monster, juz snap at him bah~ hahaha....

You CAN DO it!!!!!!!!

met up with the juniors & Loh at AMK Breeks.... same place as my birthday... haha.. the food there okie lo~ I ordered seafood marina, the tomato sauce nt bad lar... Y Breeks??!! coz the staff there will sing bday song for the person!! haha.... well, as usual, Loh talking about issue that not sure true or not and the truth about MARRIED MEN.. keke... and also making fun of Rox... coz KS is not ard mah... haha...

the dinner is to celebrate July bday people, which is Rox, Yew Lai & Anthony... but that sotong Anthony forget all about it.... hahahaha...........

well,had a nice time with them... hope there is a BBQ or a chalet coming up....

gtg le~ sleepy le... lose sleep last night again... haiz....

got a 'early fright' early in the morning.. scared by 2 big moth! not sure wad is it called. when I am without my glasses, I get frightened easily coz I cant see clearly~ been seeing such insect for the whole morning... almost everywhere I go~ (-_-'!|)

well, today is the 1st outing trip for the freshies of the club. didn't expect such a big group bah... my president, Jianmin, was so stress!! but overall he handled it well... the rest too.. feel that Yew Lai the SMC, is doing the job, knew where he is going, take the lead... some theories was taught to the freshies by another SMC, Wenjie.... not sure they understand mah.. haha... the rest of the community ppl are mixing ard lo~ not bad lar~

me was like in a daze for the whole morning.... but got some entertainment from the bday boy Anthony... haha... overall, I like the walk today~ except for the hot weather!!!

but they need some more improvment bah~ the debrief session did clear some doubts le.. so for the next outing, hope it will be better...

meeting them again thiz Wed... will hear more stories, problems & jokes!! =)

today is the gathering of the 3 'ris OF 0208... Aries, Doris & Noris! HAHA...

met up for lunch at Suntec... well, we juz cant decide where to eat.. den we decide to go to the list and anyhow pin-point to select the place to eat. LOLx. but we end up at Swenden.... is juz a short gathering... crapping there lar!! haha... complaining abt jobs lo~ well, Norris working as a secretary to the CEO of a listed logistic company. anyway, today is her 2nd day of work~ For Doris, I also duno how to decribe her work~ sort of data entry bah~

went shoppping ard there for awhile... we juz cant decide what to wear for the Grads day.. *haiz.. headache ar...*

Me went Habourfront later in the eveing... loitering ard there... Dad told me there is a new big store open yesterday where can buy appliances and stuff.. me seems abit lost in the store.. too big & too many people and I dun have anything in mind to buy... TV? nah~ Radio? nah~ wanted to get a phone for my room... but it juz slip off my mind~~ went to look at the MP3 players instead...

haiZzz.. tonight had a communication breakdown with Mum again!! she thought that I wont be back for dinner!! no food!! haiz... been 2nd time this week le~ >.<""

got to go sleep le~ tml gg to wake up super early!!! tired~~~

Good Morning!!!

so sian to see not much ppl online~ HATE to see HER MAILS early in the morning! sian leh~ Can't she juz stop email me. haha.. very hard.... tsk tsk tsk...

seems today will have a nice weather... hmm~ tat gd!

hey, is it directly opposite? felt so funny when reading it....

Fight, Conquer & Destroy
Inspire, Uplift & Heal

haiz.... today so sian!

I going to be gena scolded on MON by boss le~ haiz.... Guess for what?!! Blur me quote the wrong price for the client... quote the cost price!! haha... means company going to lose $$... but I did try to call her n emailed her abt it... but she have not get back to me!!!!

anyway, SERVE ME RIGHT! coz I did not concentrate on my work today. Mind keep drifting off~ I made quite a number of mistake today. argh~ haiz... duno what I am doing!!!

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haha... today saw someone's mum shao jiao wor~ though abit BTH!! haha... but that guy happily reject his mum's request without thinking! -__-" actually, was surprise by the mum's actions lar... haha... his mum only ask him to accompany her to shopping nia mah~ very hard meh? haha...

wondering if my mum do that, what will be my response... hmm...

but I think she won't lar, but I was the one, still behaving like a small kid in front of my parents!!! & I enjoying doing that! haha...

sometimes I felt that, the decision I made years ago was correct. it brings the bond tighter in the family. Living away from them makes me learn new stuff, be more tolerant, appreciate them more...

Mum, Love u!
Dad, Love u too!!

hope tml have a gd weather!!!