How wonderful it is to have some perspective, dear Aries. After constantly asking yourself what direction your life is going, doesn't it feel great to finally feel as if you know? How very wise you are! Yet all this recent wisdom is exhausting. You feel as though you've made a long trip up to the mountaintop to speak with the learned wise person at the top. Now that you're back down in civilization, it's time to find a soft bed and relax for a bit.


So this is somehow true.... freaking isn't it?? lolx.

hey ya...

yday was a great day... though it started rather late in the day, it was fruitful. It ended with a nice dinner too!! keke~

Afternoon session is great, from the presentation to the talk with Risa, it is a self-assurance to me. Been a long time ever since I had those claps & Hi-5s. It boost my confidence level!! really... well, I am a person whom need those "assurance" from time to time FREAK. keke... & we could do better for those Hi-5s!! kekeke~~

I am loving every part of it!! woohoo!!! Thanks heng!!!

btw, that 2 clips still give me creeps... =( lucky no nightmares last nite.... btw, could it be a dwarf? ....

Nearly had to end the day with dinner alone... Thought could join the club for dinner after their outing, but sad to say it ended too early, and everyone went home for dinner. -_-'' lucky got Aaron, else going to have DVD/TV to accompany me for dinner sia... haha...

Forget to dabao the hao jian for Dad... tsk tsk tsk... but anyway, he got classy dinner lo~ no need my roadside supper... lol

well, yesterday is a good day. and everyday will be from now on....!! whoo hoo!!! wahahaha.....

Dinner time!! =)

today had a rough day... things stacked up due to the exhibition this week... preparation of pricelist, catalogue, labelling blah blah blah.... and things are not running smoothly for me at all... Kind of fed-up with China suppliers side... Seems like no one dare to take the responsibility of any task.. just don't understand why the rest cant see I am still busy with the on hands, still chasing me for it... push to me? den you wait till I finish my on hand first lo~... that is my attitude....

so this is working life huh?? haha... yea, is true...

I am still able to take it lar... juz nagging ard lo~ Kind of monotonous, but will hang onz....

Now I want a cup of ice cream !! anyone?? haha...

Something makes me so happy... I finally able to see a someone that had the same passion, love for it. Will shed tears, blood for it. This person that shared the same feelings, thoughts & views. My feeling is something like (close to it) a mother who saw her child scored A in the exams after so many failures. I don't really know how to put my feelings into exact words....

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People around me seems to grow up... they change for the better. open to ideas. open the door.... sometimes I wonder is it me who stop growing... Say truthfully, I don't want to grow up. I want to be Peter Pan!! Forever young...

ME getting emotional again? coz' some complicated issue pop up again... sian... is damn confusing.... zzzzzzzzz..................

Confusing rite? Yup, is complicated.

How far would you go to believe what you been actually been believe? Is super acturate till you are stun, scared, fear of it? yea~ I am now!!

but is time to ROCK 'n' Roll!!!

hik hak!!!

I am tired.

Of what? hard to describe.

Mentally... tired... trying to take up all the pieces that landed on me...

am I strong enough to handle them? I am not sure at all....

Giving up - I afraid is soon to happen.

Crying is no longer an option at all. Time to supress all emotions. keep them away from sight.

who knows? Realization of facts are disappointments. The higher you go, the harder your fall.

when simple requests are failed to fulfill; what else more you can expect?