I just back from something that made me think so much.... brain cells dying soon.... keke....

Don't really know neither understands why he came to look for me. It seems like a door is open up to me... not really sure what is there at the other side of the door... It is described as Beautiful as it is. And it looks nice to me.

What made me think was, how true can it be? But I guess with he there to assure, things will go well. I hope. I think I can trust him.

well, someone's words came into my mind too: "I got nothing to lose. Just give it a try. No harm trying." Yea, so I did. Took my first step.

Am I a advanturous person? I also don't know. There are alot of times I cheong blindly, there are times I scared to cheong. When I cheong all the way, is only I know where I am going.

Let's see how it goes.

I am tired now...... Time to ZZZZZzzzzzzzzZZZ.............

Boat Uncle: "几个人?"

"十五个!"

Boat Uncle: "只可以十三个人。"

"orh..."

so 1st 13 board the 1st boat, last 2 followed the 2nd boat behind. OFF WE GO!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday, I was back to Ubin again. Gald that the weather was good. This time round, the path taken was different from the previous trip. Think we walked deeper into the island. But felt that the route was shorter. Lesser abandon houses, more stray dogs.

Perhaps is due to is a SAT, there were more people. Some schools activities running. Some sort of treasure hunt I supposed, as there was a pri sch kid asking someone where was a well or something and a prawn pond.

As expected, the group was seperated. Left 4 persons. Wengu, Ah Ray, Judy & Me. then later Aaron managed to catch up with us.

Destination was Mamam Beach. Well, I felt is not beach lo... juz a place with some whiter sand & much more cleaner/clearer water. Able to see the Malaysia. The area was block by a long row of sticks... For tsunami? LOL. or to prevent pirates? illegal immigrates?? I think is to prevent soil erosion, I think I read it somewhere... not sure lar... For the whole trip, I only LOVE this area. Coz' I am near the sea.... Sky is so high, sea is so broad...

lttle too short the trip. It ends after the late lunch at the island. and we were heading back to mainland.

I bought some nice sweet jackfruits. Taste Nice!! I also brought back some mosquito bites too!! *Sob*

well, the trip back duno why left 13 persons only though only Judy left earlier... haha... hope we never left anyone behind on the island, perhaps is juz wrong calculations in the morning... kekeke....

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previously, someone asked me will I live there. I remembered my ans was, perhaps after my retirement. Though on this little island, there is no air-con, no internet, may have TV, not near Orchard road, but is a island of peace. Not hectic. Sound of insects, waves crashing. Life seems peaceful, slow and quiet.

I think I would want to take a break once in a while there, but not really stay there bah.... nt much entertainment. Come to night, worse, No much choice of leisure. I might bored to crazy... hahaha....

well, sometimes Life need to slow down abit. Sit back and look at passing boats can be fun. Hectic life may means happening, but can be stress too....

Anyway, I am abit chao-tar now... (-_-'!|)

been about 6 months since my last exam paper.... everyone now is basically busy with their new phase of life, guys serving NS, including Ken the last guy also went in NS le.... alot of people had left Spore for studies, some flying off soon, some studying in Spore, Even gor, in SP studying now..... I just miss school so much.... so miss.... though is not the books I missed, is the school life I missed......

• miss the days waiting for the double-decker bus 86...
• miss the days waiting for my friends near the escalator at the atrium before lessons...
• miss the days where self-declared lunch time from 11.30 to 3.30pm...
• miss the days going FYP labs to find Doris for sweets, help Doris to draw cartoons characters, play Puzzle Fighter/ Giga Wings, plan chalet and etc...
• miss those events organized like Chalets (i think semi-annually ), BBQ, Chinaown (annually), Marina South dinner etc...
• miss the days where me n my claz involved in GSS (not Great Singapore Sales wor…. Is Great Singapore Surf) and Open House...
• miss the days where the the claz occupied the whole computer lab...
• miss the days where we book the library big discussion room to do revision, gossip, sleep, play "Zhong Ji Mi Ma"...
• miss the day where we reach school early to queue for Energy’s concert tickets...
• miss the 4 canteens food: N Canteen’s Banana ball, S Canteen’s Wedges, Fastfood canteen 25ctns ice-cream treats (MAC lar…) & FJ’s Jap food...
• miss the Blk L printers & labs...
• miss the days where we copy each other’s tutorials before lessons...
• miss lecturers...
• miss tutors...
• miss my course co-ordinator...
• miss the days where we shop at the shopping arcade...
• miss the printing shop auntie...
• miss the days where I do my revision, take nap, day-dream in the club room...
• miss the days where walking around the school to put up club notices...
• miss the days where we rush the projects till the lab closes at night...
• miss the days where we celebrate each other's birthday at MAC...
• miss the days sitting at the “liang ting” to do last min revision

the list go on and on..... there are so many things that I experienced in the past few years.... though is not so happening as others, but is COLORFUL for me; I love this period of my life....

Don't Be An Angel That Pleases All;

Be A Devil That Piss Them Off.

How tough will that be?

Cheer up, k? things will smoothen out soon de. Don't get too frustrated about the issue. thiz issue can be sloved de... it juz take some time. No matter what, never lose hope, k? TC.

I am so bored today!!! why? the office computer is super slow to do high resolution banner.... I have to wait and wait..... ZZZZZZzzzZzz... haiya.... STUPID COM!!!

how leh? now is only the begining of the month, but I have bought so many things.... haizzzzz...... have to curb myself soon.... anyway I bought a new jacket today too. PINK wor~~ whaha... nearly red that type of shade lar... whaha... well, I like is the hood of the jacket... perhaps it going to look abit childish on me le~~ (-__-'!|)

well, I perferred being a child then now! haiz..............

well, think most of my weekends are my fattening days.... let see:

SAT:

I was late when meeting XIA. hmm... so ger, you now know how the feeling of waiting le hor? *bleh* wahaha.... ma-la-huo-guo is what she planned, but she duno where.... ahaha.... find n find... found 1 shop that look decent to serve nice food, but the Q is super long lo~~~ sian...

finally we found 1 at a corner by the road. we ordered the least spicy one but guess what???? the 1st try, we went... Oh ooo...

well , for the rest of the night, Xia, never touch the spicy one... except for me. not bad lar, XIA more active compare to that time to Marina South. At least she cooked. haha...

rain nearly came heavily.... but it was blown away.... Shopping was next. well, WHY CANT SHOPPING CENTRES OPEN TILL LATE, at least 11pm????!!! I never shop till I shiok. I only shoped for abt 45mins nia.... but I bought a belt & a bag!!!! kekeke

SUN:

though I woke up in the morning feeling so sick (not sure due to the un-pro-per-ly cooked food or the spicyness), but party still goes on for me.

going to my uncle's place is forever wine tasting sessions.... but this time round got additional performance. KARA-OK!! but this cute family of mine, holding on to the 3 mic for the whole night was GUYS!! what was the most POWER was, tiz granduncle of mine. He knew how to sing in English. Chinese. Malay. Canto. Hokkien. & Indo!!!!!! super sia....... well, the rest of the "pairs" began waltz to the tune & music while he sings~~~ well, the kids like us, seems to enjoy thiz rare performance.

oh yah, the birthday cake taste nice too!!

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I really dun wish to imagine the worse. It really scares me. It is just like a drama, that is so unreal. I thought that it can only appears in dramas. I am trying to forget the hursh truth that I juz learnt. Now then I know, what you seen in shows can be so real......