today I did something that not sure correct or not. I followed my heart to tell this someone what I felt all this while. I just need to let my feelings known.
I not sure did I hurt/angried this someone in anyway. Neither I am sure that am I too rushed today. I just need an answer that allow me to give up/ continue. No more assumptions should be made on my side. Yes or No is what I need & You just gave me what I needed.
not sure what you be doing... neither sure will I lose a friend in the end.. but I still the friend I am always be.
in the end, I not sure will this someone be here to read this post.
like a few weeks never blog le~ busy?!? yah, but is only during office hours... is busy like MAD!!! =<
for the last 2 weeks, 2 of my friends left Singapore for studies... me super sad lar~~ 1 is Yun left for Aust, the other is Jason to a far away land called NEW YORK!!! .. haiz...
Yun have not settle down after so long... but on the other hand Jason happily enjoying life liao... guess he adapt to any environment fast.... no matter where he is!!! ;-)
so left me here all alone!!!!!!!!! haizzzzzzzz................. "I ALSO WANT TO GO!!" haha~~ miz sch life.. envy u guys...
juz mizz u ppl ...
Obligation factor there or not is about the same le I guess... Not sure have I gave up hope yet or not... Nevertheless, I still have yoouu!! Kekeke!! will miz u lots....*HUgz*
Yday was the 7th day of CNY, called "Ren-Ri" which also can means is everyone's birthday. Also a day to lao-yu-sheng....
so went to Loh's hse to lao-yu-sheng.
I admit I started not be punctual for anything... haha.. I was late when meeting KS to go buy yu-sheng. cant find any store that sell yu-sheng, so go all the way to Chinatown... Luckily he is drving....
hmm... yday not much people can make it. total about 14 people bah~ I also dun remember...
Pony was there too!! Same old cute gal.. I think we have not meet each other for more than 1 year plus. Senior Huang Ming seems different... Lifen still so funny... the rest ar, some I just don't know who~ keke....
again, we had our group pics as usual before we go... wondering how will the pics turn out....
I went for my 2nd round of lao-yu-sheng at Eugene's hse... I was late again... tsk tsk tsk... for 15 mins...
shortly after lao-yu-sheng, gamble station started. LOLx. usually, I don't play. but yday broke my trend, played along with Eugene's family members. Started with a small capital with Doris... but Doris was the one playing all the while, I was there watching TV all along... haha... Eugene's auntie was the biggest winner of all, won S$90/- in total from us... well, there goes my small capital... haha... aything lar, juz for fun....
in the end, nearly miss my last bus home... phew~
well, so happy that we are meeting again next week.. hahaha....
Also, my Time managment is going hay-wire le~
Chinese New Year seems almost the same to me every year... go collect hang-baos... LOLx. well, CNY is more like a gathering for adults...
yday went to watch Fearless staring by Jet Li. Not bad a show. so my feedback for it: No wonder is NC16. violent sia... my Grade for it: 5.5 /10.
last nite watch The Punisher vcd, actually not sure what is the story about. coz kind of not in the mood. But I did finish watching & I caught these words:
In certain extreme situations, the law is inadequate. In order to shame its inadequacy, it is necessary to act outside the law. To pursue... natural justice. This is not vengeance. Revenge is not a valid motive, it's an emotional response. No. Not vengeance. Punishment.
I think that is that main point of the whole show. well, I think I have to watch it again to really understands... hahaha...