Recent spiritual breakthroughs might have you feeling both exhilarated and downcast. The sensitive side of you tells you that this is a definite step forward for you on your spiritual path, but the logical side of you might be causing you to doubt the reality of it.

Accurate? Yup, is a bingo...

Tough times at work will just doubt the reality of my life & the abilities of mine. When things get greyish, the tendercy of geting disorder is very high.

Not pin-pointing who is the person whom in the wrong. Is the issue as a whole.

There is this chinese saying, ren zai jiang hu shen bu you ji. In this working society, it will fall on the basic rule,"Fittest Survive". By crook or by hook, get what you want matters. Which path taken doesn't matters.

I picked up something from boss last week. "Ruthless does not means evil. In business it means get things done. Being gentle doesn't helps."

Not sure am I riding on top of the wave or going to sink soon. Things get tough. There are things that I can't let it worked my way, I hate it.

In confusion state. And I know crying will only prove me weak.

is it due to I care too much about work~ Am I?

When we do things for someone, what we would want in the end is recipient happy with it. The smile on the face is the most treasured.

Gald to be appreciated. Having known that Grandma is so delighted just brighten up my day.

But, sometimes good things just short lived. For that, it sometimes just sank my heart.

Grandma is leaving Singapore soon, end of July. I am sad, I know Dad too. Grandma too.

Me, just can't help crying...

photos perhaps bring me lots & lots of childhood memories... =(

sad sad sad....

Mid noon le~ Ok, I here to take a break... =X

Actually how many people out there don't like to read news? I used to read papers almost everyday... But as times go by: Lesser & Lesser. But recently I hate to read news. It always get depressing. & Makes me too. I don't know is just me or what... But I feel most of the news are never happy. Except for those football news (who goal who get paid more blah blah) News: It either dwell on other people's sadness or magnifies someone's tragic. haiz... That's life?? Is there ans to it?

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Time been seems to slip off my hands... I am getting & getting less organized. Sometimes I just get so tired that I don't wish to do anything or even talk! So I am getting OLD or just plain LAZY? I think is the latter one... zzzZzzzZzzz...

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well, seems my harddisk going to give me problem again... irritating. Now then I remember what stuff I had in the old one before it crashed. Now I need some of the pics lo~ WTH

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Grandma is moving over to Indonesia soon le... perhaps end of next month. I also duno what to say about it too... =(

Will Miz her...

hmm... meet up with heng heng last weekend... oh gosh... erm..er... well, I won't say what happen... is "for me to know, for you to find out"!! (later he *shy*) haha... Never know he can so hiao... LOLx...

well, I am looking forward to the new Heng... Cya at the next date!! =)

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haiz.. sprain my back on SAT... funny thing was, it just happen all of a sudden when I was walking...

walk & walk... then suddenly *jerk* == sprain

*pain*, worst thing was that I ended walked like a pregnant lady... *faintz* Guess what? I was at a resturant @ PS, the waitress said "Becareful, there is a step"... And while I am leaving, "Watch your step" was what I got from another waiter... Got their message? Or is it me too senstive? *double faint*

well, going to see the chinese doc tonite... expecting more pain! Mommy!! >.<" *sob*

Friday ... now is 1.35pm... a few more hours (5 hrs!!!) then off work.. damn sian now~!!~

though is a Friday... but seems nthing much cheer me up except for GSS shopping later~ awww~~

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So here is the picture for the Step Down Party. Looking at it, makes me feel so OLD~ well, as you can see, there are so many "Kids"... omg~ time flies...

nevertheless, it is still my desktop wallpaper... =X

eh, my dear Northlanders.... you guys saw one familar face in the pic??? The guy behind me whom wearing grey... he look like someone....

o.O

Still feeling kinda sick... Got MC yday for stomach flu + fever. I think I got it from my sister. Not sure did I spread it to someone... =X Hope I don't...

My last weekend not too bad. Went for the club step down party on Friday in sch... Went to get a cake before that. So sad that I can't get the chocolate mint cake that I used to get when I was still at NYP. In the end, got chocolate cake lo. =.= "Happy Retirement" was what I wrote. eh, somemore I had to call someone to verify the word "retirement" is correct or wrong. *paisey* hahaha...

The kids had it planned out nicely. With people that is sporting enuf, there bound to be nothing but FUN..

oh ya I foget to mention, someone that eveing shocked me with his stunning news!! His new image... OMG! I still can't believed it man!! *faintz* Yup, meeting him soon for some GSS shopping!! PS: I will get one of his pic uploaded here!! Can I? =P

- What happen to my guys around me ???!!?!? -__-"

Sat, went to PC show... did some 'window shopping' while someone bag home with his new laptop & lotsa freebies. waw, his bargaining power nothing to say. *thumbs up* hahaa...

Went to look for Jiayi too. He was at the Compaq booth. He ORD le! first from our claz. waiting for admission to SIM/SMU bah...

After that went for dinner at Genki Sushi with the rest. Movie "Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End" I was very blur thoughout the whole show. Only the last part, clear abit here n there... well, I go for actions only... keke...

went for Supper & HOME sweet HOME...

SUnday is a nuaing day... =D

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