sometimes I wonder, why do people fight? Can't we be the same as before?? As we grow up, why does the things around me need to change??

My patience had thin over the years, tried my best being the role model. But who understand? The receiving party don't understand at all. Looking at the photos of the past, looked so innocent & happy. Can I be like then? I am very very tired...

Does he know I am crying now? Why can't he understand my point? Disappointed with myself... I really don't know what to do.

I have so many qns in my mind, that I simply don't understand...

Now is Thur le... time is getting closer & closer... been trying to get myself busy to forget abt the thing, but can't. When got busy, time passes by fast & thus its get nearer to the day...

I can't believe I be going alone. I don't know what will I do then.

I hate going airport.

You may be ready to make some major career changes in your life, dear Aries. It is likely that you have become fed up with the stress of the hard work and long hours of the corporate environment. Surely in this age of technology there is a way for you to spend more time at home without sacrificing the quality of your work. Give some thought to this over the next few days, dear Aries. If you put a proposal together for your boss, you may be surprised by the positive response you get.

So here is today's note... Perhaps a continuation from yesterday... Is there someone from 'upstairs' trying to tell me something??? Can't be that accurate... or is it?? haha...

Have you been going crazy lately with all the demands being placed on you from all sides? Don't despair; take some time out to reflect on all that has been going on. Go inward and think about where you want to make changes in your busy life. Once you have come to a decision, don't hesitate to implement it step by step. This is easier than waiting for the big opportunity and then doing it in one big stride. This chance may never come. And the step-by-step approach can bring immediate results that you might find very satisfying.

So what is it implying? Somehow I felt I know what it is trying to tell me.... Juz avoiding it... o.O

perhaps some light pls....

Happy Birthday my dear Yun!!!! Muackzzzz!!!

Early in the morning had this shocking news.

Don't know what is the real story behind it. No head No tail. But nothing good out of it. Seems no one wants to tell me the exact story.

although that I don't know what happened, I was kinda affected. What a day to wake up to, right...? I can't believed that even mum was puzzled why am I stlll involved it it. Double blow.

Conflicts in the group sure be surfaced when ideas are exchanged. But I don't understand why it is blown out of proportion. Hope for the best outcome.

Sometimes I just envy M. For she had a mentor & a battle companion beside her to hold the fort. Somehow I felt finally M appeared & with the help of G, baby will grow well.

sometimes, somethings won't turn out what you wanted it to be...

ya, I know someone will get angry with me for involving in it.

All I want is baby stand up strong & steady. Will baby fall badly & leave me before the year ends... I won't know.

In a confusion state. Seriously need a break. help~

Movies Movies Movies!

Out on Friday for mid night movie... Die Hard 4. Didn't know that the movie stretch for 3 hrs... Not too bad the show... Except for main actor getting old - Can't Run & Get Breathless and Maggie Q is like an extra in the movie.. XD Overall, I like the effects in the movies... ACTIONS is what I love... Actually find that the bad guy looks kinda of familiar...

Back home for 2 hours sleep & headed off for another movie: Transformers!

Was an event for the youth that Ed is involving. aka AGM. but main point is still the movie! XD hee... wow... fallen in love with the cars I guess... especially the Yellow one... Bumblebee... I will get the DVD for this...

Actually suppose to go shopping with Xia after movie, but last min got tix from Ber for NDP rehearsal. So, Xia follow the rest of us to the show... XD

Seats not too bad. Quite in the middle... One thing sad about was, NO GOODIE bag!!! sian... I want the bag from this year NDP. It is a very special design bag that can assemble with many many compartments as you like.... =(

Well, saw gor on duty again. haha... busy sia... walk here n there... Look damn serious (Smart too...) someone said he very shuai wor LOLx.... well, *ren zhen de nan ren zhui shuai* too bad, Xia never realy see him... keke...

Sweetie was on duty also but never get to see him. He is the Air Force Guard of Honor. too bad, seats abit far so can't see him...

well, the performance was kinda of funny... Because it is not a full dress rehearsal, there are some people & things they replaced with something else. Such as dragon boat race replaced with speedboat... DOTz... Another one was, "Let's put our hands together and welcome His Excellency, Mr SR Narthan. Simulated." Then the IMposter will appear in the car... DOTz!! o.O

Understand from gor that the fireworks only 25% of the actual day. So I should be expecting more & nicer ones on 9 Aug... Anyone wants to go with me??

Went shopping with Xia at caurfour for dinner & headed straight back home after that. Feeling....

Exhausted. Battery flat.

last weekend went to this funny resturant at Orchard Towers. well, some of you will know that sences at Orchard Towers at night is sooo *ahem*... lotsa things to see... XD

that's not the main point anyway... Had dinner at this 3-Monkeys Resturant. This resturant is located near Harry's, I think... The food there not bad.

Highlight of the resturant is that, Kumar is performing there!! (Fri & Sat 11-12pm) The performancers are crossed-dressed. But there is one that I am not sure is guy or gal. Kumar crossed-dressed too. Wow... he is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L. really... In long dress, plus in thin HIGH heels, at least 3" (too dark, can't really see..) well, he is sexy.. wahaha...

Not sure how to describe the show, coz it is more of listening to jokes following by some dances. eh... as for the jokes hor... is meant for 21 and above... and if you are open minded enough... =X

Oh my, I was so jealous of his silky long black hair.. Longer & Silkier than mine!!!

PS: He went to the Ladies then, not Gents.

so, Heng ar, wana go???!!? =P