Dear Bloggy... I am here again. Feeling sad. I know sub consciously I am stress up due to exams n work. But can't delined that family issues are the things gave the last break of my straw. Ah zhong, basically dont listen anymore. Whenever it don't please him, he just either flare up or keep rather still. Mum n Dad still no idea what's wrong. I want to make ah yen happier, not come back tv or slp. I can only trust Ruiyin to take care of him. I don't know if Ruiyin can take up the stress or not. I hate that fake friendly atmosphere around. I am doing all my best to keep everything in place. Do to help more life in the family, but I am getting tired. It's like clapping the hand with no one. It's all to myself.