why I write again now. coz in an hour time I need to give a reply, but seems that I can't find an answer myself. how I am going to reply??!!
you know why I am in such a confusion? I have confirmed that a while ago, sliently. I really lost it. I hate myself in such a state. Is not coz I am in the confusion I am in. Is that why can't I decide. I used to come to a conclusion easily, give myself an answer easily. Even later I regret the decision, I will accpet it with no doubts. But I can't now. I dare not make any choice. A person that has lost the courage to fight. No more guts to risk anything. No more risk taking. No more fighting spirit.
Been so weak. this is not me. I am not this. why I allow myself to be so weak? I have to be strong. I need to be. but.. there is always a but.
WHY I HAVE REDUCED TO THIS SATE???!!! what happen?!
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