right now is 10.10am. woke up at 9am. duno why~ feeling horrible horrible~~ so sick... HATE that! not been sleeping well...

argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~

super SIAN~~

Daddy never go work today, coz went for check up. so worried for him. that day, I really so lost and fear is in me...

called up Alvin. Alvin was conducting an interview, not free~ okie, talked to someone else. well, hope that my call is not too late. Now, Alvin just called. another job but coz of my Dip is offered by SIT not SBM, you can guess the result bah... yah, you are right that why I hesitate so long! sometimes you feel that I juz need some scoldings right??!! been so slaggish...

I finally read up her blog le... can felt her saddness. understand why she did all that. for the thing called L.O.V.E. is not wrong for her to do that. understand the heading "Trapped behind Windows".

meeting Yun at 3.15 later bah, I also not so sure. been so absent-minded. cant even remember time, bus no etc. Imagine, yday while I sat at the bench at SUNTEC waiting for Yun, me myself stared at the flooring there thinking does the measuements fits. I dont know how to explain in words here. Well, I asked yun about the squares measurements, she thought I am testing her... but actually I cant think properly so I asked her lo. been so BLUR~~~~~

going out later. meeting Xia for dinner too... Miss that place alot. been so long never go back there le... childhood memories there too... Gor they all... hahhahaha... guess Gor forget all about that le lo~~~