Am I still at the stage of finding the reason of my existence?

I just don’t know who I am, what I can do, what I need to do. The road seems hazy now. Day come, Day pass. For who, For what? I live for what??!!

Experience life? Live happily? But we can’t always get what we wanted. Working hard towards it, but end up getting nothing, is it worth it?? People say, the destination is not important, important is the journey. But how true is it?? Ask yourself, the Process or the Outcome weight heavier in your heart?

Life till the end is a ZERO.

A Big Fat ZERO.

No one remembers who you are; your trip to this mortal world will be forgotten and will be treated as the trip was never made before.

Men are just so small, thinking that "I would do something big, something great in the future."

Perhaps dreams are just dreams.

Foolishly thinking that fate can be change. Some things just won’t change.

I live for whom? I live for what? Right now, yes, I live on for a reason. Did ask myself if 1 day, if I lose this purpose, what will I do? Not a surprise, I managed to find an answer.

Cause I never live for myself.

Plans. But like what yun wrote before, the only constant in life is changes. This is what Vin said before too. So why plan?

Things change, Plans spoilt, Disappointment results.

Like Heng, somehow I feel that changes are unavoidable. Years ago, we are just too young, dreams are impractical. Circumstances do make people change.

Earth still rotates on when the death come.

Some things gone means gone.

Life till the end is a ZERO.