This occupied my mind for the past few days. Today, I decided to write down my thoughts and let you all know. This occurred to me after filling up the new album with the new photos.

The word ‘obligation’ came to me again. I felt drained when this issue seems like dragging on and on. It is just like a wall in front. I did try to bring it down, but it seems it still there. I am like keep banging this wall. Feeling tired. Exhausted. Now.

Perhaps everyone is just so busy. or is that just an excuse?

Perhaps is just a small issue and I am making it big. Maybe I am just so sensitive and too emotional. Maybe is not only me feeling this or perhaps is just me. I don’t know. Maybe we are just escaping the truth and dare not mention it. And now I am here to mention it. Again.

Am I asking too much that is seems so simple? I really don’t know.

Because the day is approaching, that why I am feeling like this? By the end of this week, will the situation improve? I really don’t know.

I just want to let you all know what is in my mind and the stuggles I had.