okie.. A week had passed. A new week starts tomorrow for me. For the past week, I did many wrongs. No, should say what I need to do but never; what I should never done but I did it. Perhaps is not big issues. I am juz shag for the past week. too tired.
to ying: when you promised yourself, you should do it. Don't give anymore excuses le.
"No one is responsible for anyone, but you yourself." I rephrased this statement from yours.
Humans are very funny. Complicated. Can a person lived alone?? all by himself on the planet?? I guess I cant. but kind of sick of human relationships. Any kind of it. what you see maybe not the truth. FAKE. using your own methods to get what you want, though it may not be correct. what is all this!??!?!! but this is how things work. some things are not easy as ABC &123.
fed up. trying to heck care.
FREEDOM at 9:17 PM
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There are many things in this world are neither wrong nor correct... think carefully wat u want n wat u do... as long u think it's right it's right for u... i'm doing wat i think it's right... but i'm stuck at wat's right...
why think again?! everytime I starts to think, I will hesitate. When I hesitate, I will then back to square 1. But when I know what is the choices I have, I hate to make the choice. Perhaps is fear.
I duno wads right wads wrong. coz alot of times, there is no light, no indications of anything.
Facing the UNKNOWN is frightening.....
Been thinking to have a mask on or open up the door. Opening up might means get hurt in the end. coz u duno whats lies beneath those smiles.
if I am as before, du lai du wang, will I be better??
I realized I am very naïve all the while.
ARGH~!~!~ WHY!!!!!!!!
sometimes feels that a breakdown seems very near.....
open ur eyes big... r u sure there's no light? ask ur mum, dad, siblings, or relatives la... u still got friends right? it's just tt u wan to put all ur problems in u urself... u have to exchange with something in order to get something... getting hurt n learn somethings is the same... this is the system build in nature... tell urself u r alright... learn to be like me... hurt n sad today... happy n back to normal next day... cos once i meet problems, i won't back away... i will find a way to solve... u too... get help from others if u really need... no one is an island...
exchange with something in order to get something?
I have nothing to exchange with anyone.
There's too much things for u to exchange... e.g. life, feelings, money, body... too much to say... this world is crazy... anything can happen... unknown is frightening... but becos is unknown tt's y u have to face it...
to let it be something u know... this is life... be brave... i can do it, y can't u...
I HATE LIFE.
For,I have to faced it. For, it is not I had expected. For, FEELING SHIT. For, seeing the ugliness of it.
Beautiful No More.
"Life Ends When You Stop Dreaming. Hope Lost When You Stop Believing."
But how many times do I have to feel disappointed in the end caused I did ever dreamed & believed???
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