hmm...
do people think? yah they do. Do they think alot? Perhaps. But I think I am not. I was once. Perhaps you were right too, I am just simply LAZY. I just hate to think, to use my brain.
Is also a way for me to escape bah. THINK==STRESS! like right now, I seems to have stacks of things to consider, to think, but I am running away from it. coz I hate to make choices. What if I walk the wrong path? taking the wrong choice, always leave a mark in me no matter how long it had been.
I HATE STRESS.
I just dun understand why Vyn can think so much, can sit at a place like carpark, and think for 1/2 a day. I dun wan. when the issue came into my mind, I just simply chase tat idea out. OUT OF MY MIND. OUT.
The more I think, the more likely I won't do it. No matter how simple is the task. So why think?
Yah, maybe when the time comes, when I am so old, I will forget this and that. Well, I think I am becoming very absent-minded nowadays too. mind got rusty. oil anyone?
FREEDOM at 11:02 PM
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haha escape is good... but this way doesn't last for me... becos of regret... one of the worst feeling i ever felt b4... so cold, so helpless... so escape for me is just resting... holiday u know? haha of cos every ppl have their own choice... my memory getting worst also... a person with long term memory becoming like tt... now i know the importance of memory...-_-"
haha.. den there will be 1 day I will forget all of you all... memory failing me... -__-''
will I?
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