I have alot alot alot of things to write now... but I not sure will I put down all here....
today, I realised why I like that Xia so much!! wahaha.... she is the only one that we can talk about any latest entertainment news... like today, is Ming Dao... wahaha...... years back, where I have all the entertainment news at my fingertips, when me & Xia starts those entertainment topics, Yun would definitely go ZZZZZZZZZZZ..... LOST. whaha.......
for the past week, for this person, busy like duno what... you know who you are.... juz take care lar... well, I feel that at least you are doing what you like and what you want... well, I still searching.... at least you are busy with something!!!!!!!!!! haha.......
one day, not sure will I get this 'old people eat idiot symptom'... dont understand this term? direct translate bah... this phrase I got from this funky guy. haha... why I not sure will I get this symptom? coz I really realised my memory is really failling me... not sure is this dangerous mah.... well, heck bah... maybe one day I will lose everything, and live in my own world. sound good or bad? hmm..... one day I might ask: Who are you??? haha...
okie, the thing I realised I missed so much was, my CAMERA. I feel that I have really neglected my camera. though I did bring my camera out for shoot a few weeks back, I was like doing for the sake of doing it. oh nooooooooo, rusty! my skils lar... so wedding photos??!! NAH~~~~
last but not least, I have told someone that I wont step into somthing that I won't mentioned anymore. Is not only that. Think I won't easily trust anyone from there on. Yes, what was in the past is past. But I believed 'once bitten; twice shy'. Is very hard for me now to trust any new person/friend; for the world I see now. Saw the ugliness. so what was the catalyst? Backstabbing is one. which I HATE most. For me, am I wearing a mask from now on? well, At least, I know what I have written here is the truth.
well, I did start and end my day today with a smile. part of it is due to that message, and I appreciated that early in the morning. Is also due to a promise made. though today there was alot of happenings that was not so gd, but I managed to smile through. Though, I not sure is it a strong front I put, or is the real smile from my heart, I don't care. I did smile. felt like I never smile for a long long time....
rain, rain & rain... I love raining days.... juz like today!!!
Trust me, the Sunshine Ying will be back one day... Lets wait.
FREEDOM at 12:12 AM
2 Comments:
dont let your today spoil your tml..
one person is too few a number to take away ur smile...
=)
Ming Tian Hui Gen Hao
I won't let anyone to take away my smile anymore.... NO-ONE!
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