I know yesterday I really raise my white flag le.... the tears accumulated untill lunch time. It is more than just work.

I never knew that I gave people an impression that I am a perfectionist, but I think I am not that. Coz of the sloppy work n attitude I gave sometimes. But I always did tried my best.

Guess, the emotions was very well released last night. It was what I had suppressed for the past few weeks. Did tried to feel I am fine, good and doing well. though somedays I am not. I am felt nonsense. I did control myself. my emotions. REALLY.

But I was wrong. I AM NOT. NOT GOOD.

"You are not sick of people, but people sick of you." I read it somewhere. Somehow I believed some aready had. I don't know how many 'thanks' & 'sorry' I needed to say. Sorry to say I have to keep crying for help, all the time. And Thanks for lending a hand to me.

If no one believes, perhaps just let it be.

Out In The Sea,
Just Above Waters,
Tide Keeps Coming,
And I Was On My Own.

Lights Was There,
But It Went Off.

Water Keeps Rising,
Until The Platform No More.
I Was There,
When It Was Gone.