Had a fun Sat.. Went for shoot at St John. It was a nice place for one-day retreat. Sunbathed in the sun ended having myself "overbaked". very painful now.. *sob sob*
I was home on Fri night for an hour sleep around 5am before meeting the rest for the outing. The friday nite was out for late night movie & pool + mid-nite supper & shopping @ Mustafa. Watched "the Last Dance". erm... I think I still can't make sense what the story is. I think I need to re-watch it again. Senior was very stunned for me & ed never step into Mustafa before... very surprise meh? haha.. I always walked pass there, but never been in once.
But now, I have lots of reasons to go there le... I found some nice Chocolates!!!
The outing time was 8.30am, so I have at least an hour to rest. Nevertheless, I was late. Reach around 8.45am. Simin was the last person to arrive. We went to Jetty to wait for her. We nearly missed it. My mood was lighter after we passed the ticket Uncle. I remember I was running & skipping like a kid, even the boat Uncle says "Slowly gals..." lol..
thiz outing was a slow one as I was kind of sleepy (i think the rest also !! zzz....). I think, that is why I was able to dozed off in the sun. the wind was cool enough that never let me realize how blazing was the sun...
when I was wide awake. my mind was filled. that place is a very nice place for deep thoughts... Perhaps I should go back there again soon... I like sleeping at the edge of the stone slope where can hear the rushing waters beneath....
after the outing, back home for bath and out for Eugene bday... wow, it seems quite awhile I seen all of them... missed those fun we always have... keke....
For the whole of that day, my mind was not with the people I with...
When I was at the island, I thought of someone. Wondering what was he doing at the moment. We never out for such outings before. Tea sessions is always the ones. I also thought of that night... looking back, I don't know I cried for whom. For me or ... I felt I did a great mis-deed to him. Since then, I am in guilt.
When I was with the class, my minded drift off too. I not sure why, but seems I can't enjoy myself. I just can't be myself...
Like what I said, it just overwrites alot of things. Is not neglecting other things, but is just doing what my heart feels... perhaps I feel too much for it; so right now, no matter what, it is just first in place.
Sometimes I just want someone to stand at my side in what I do...
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