so today is the day... after draging so long...
been waiting for something to change for the better... maybe I expected too much in the first place... that why disappointment at times...
I heard the tone in the voice again... can imagine how the person is...
I still feel abit raw in me... so hard to discribe the feeling....
well, I need reminder to look forward le... don't look back anymore... I hope I can...
I am sorry.
as times goes by.. things get depreciated, eroded off, faded away... so does feelings... I been searching for it but still yet found... Is the passion that I have lost it. The burning flame that was in me. Once.
That night at Raffles place, those people I saw... I envy them... why? for staying so late? no..
Is like, I used to do things without knowing whats in there nor care about what the result might be. Just do what you love... and you think is right... But I seems can't now...
I wonder where I lost the old me. can I ever find back...? sometimes, there are too much memories too...
holding on something is not there anymore, I know is abit foolish... but I think that is the only thing that I duno how to let go... perhaps coz' there are nothing else for me to hold on to le....
Flame... extinguished? perhaps bah...
I miz those days...
perhaps I need a break... thus' hope the plans on thurs will be smooth... can sometimes, someone else take charge??
perhaps Sat use the shopping trip to relax myself...
I need it...
1 Comments:
(heng)
Sometimes, it is not about the environment or anything external issues that would deter behaviors.
Buring flames would only distinguish if and only if you have chosen it to disappear.
If you think things are complicated, then it will be. A cup if water is not longer a cup of pure water when you think that there are more than water in the cup (salt? impurities?)
It is what we see and hope that push us forward. It is that 'feeling' in us that will push us. It will die off only if you chose to let it die off.
Look on bright side, then things will get into your way.
Keep simple, keep sweet and keep pure.
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