The songs playing from my computer now is Beatles song pieces.

Tks to someone, my dear... Brought me to watch "A Hard Day's Night" by The Beatles. It is an event organized by National Museum of Singapore. "Under the Banyan Tree: Open Air Cinema". Very nice & unique experience.

It is an Black & White movie. It reminds me of Charlie Chaplin movie I watched when I was young. Of course was on TV, not like this in open air. Quite a crowd, same as us brought mat. Some even got picnic basket. haha... quite an sight.

The collections of the song pieces in the CD is very familiar. I think I have listened before just that I don't know is by who. Such as "Ob La Di - Ob La Da". In the movie, this piece "I Should Have Known Better" caught me. Whoa, whoa Whoa, whoa~~ keke~

We were back the next day for another screening of "Grease", with daughter too. This film main cast is John Travolta. Know who is he? haha... well, it shocked me abit back then. He cross-act as Edna in "Hairspray". Yup, the over-sized lady in that show. She (should I say "He"?? hmm...) although is big sized in the show, she was able to dance. OMg~ not easy sia...

That afternoon took neoprint. haha... been quite awhile never take. Quite fun. We were kinda of slow, coz time was up before we can select all 6. We only select 3 pieces. But not too bad in the end. I don't know my daughter is so artistic. ;o)

Felt like a little girl... feelings so familiar...

Is not a good feeling. Being raised high up in the sky, but drop down when the fingers are just inches away from it. Yup, cried in the sleep & woke by it.

It maybe a small thing, but it just affected me.

Hate that. Since young. I thought I had received the trust. But I did not. In whatever I do, Decisions made. But seem the person should understand never trust me. Happened every time. So many years. I hate this feeling.

Restrictions. I can't run & break away from it.

Afraid there is more to it. Should I fear for the worse?

So afraid.

I just wanted to shout "I know what I am doing."