Felt like a little girl... feelings so familiar...
Is not a good feeling. Being raised high up in the sky, but drop down when the fingers are just inches away from it. Yup, cried in the sleep & woke by it.
It maybe a small thing, but it just affected me.
Hate that. Since young. I thought I had received the trust. But I did not. In whatever I do, Decisions made. But seem the person should understand never trust me. Happened every time. So many years. I hate this feeling.
Restrictions. I can't run & break away from it.
Afraid there is more to it. Should I fear for the worse?
So afraid.
I just wanted to shout "I know what I am doing."
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