I fall in love once. Deeply.

Surprising not with someone. o.O Is with something.

I was looking thu' my backup CDs for my BBQ shopping list and stumble lots of things that I thought was already deleted. It brings backs lots of memories. I was smiling to myself for it. These are a few:

- Those complain letters drafts. A few of them. To complain about that irritating-shortie-act gentle-witch. haha...
- Discussion of the presidency.
- A power point slides which summaries the 1st game outing at Changi Beach. (I was the game master!!! hehee...)
- Photos. And lots of it. Fish Farm, CCK Cemetary, Krangi Memorial etc etc...
- A Song. Learn this song at the 1st Leadership Camp. Was together with this someone during the camp. A buddy thu' the rough times. Someone whom was close to me. Whom will seat down with to listen. A person whom is gentle to everyone. I miss her.

Richard Marx & Donna Lewis - At The Beginning. The song blast though my speakers. It has a very huge sensation. It hit me. The emotions are too overwhelming. It is kind of mixed with hurt, happiness etc etc. Very hard to put into words. Tears came rolling down. It strucked me. I once fall in love with it. Too much till it still affect me somehow.

Sometimes I want my that love back. That type of passion I had. 感性.

Is sad that I had a hard time finding someone really understands my this feeling . There are people telling me is over. Telling me life is like that. Things come and go. No need take it too hard. No point putting so much effort into things.

I always feel: To be able to love that deeply, it means I live.

You understand?

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