Yesterday I had dinner with the club people. Been a nice evening. Hope the rest enjoy themselves. Gift exchanged too. Hope the girl don't get too disappointed after unwrapping mine. I think my wrapper too striking and too hopeful.

Well, the conclusion I had yesterday was that the group comprise of too many types of characters.

Some shy shy.
Some anything also ok.
Some very enthusiastic.
Some just don't considered others' feelings.

Ha Ha.

aiya, don't know lar... If I am in good old days, I could have boycott people whom is out to move the group into a different directions. I remember the guy T that I did that to when I in schooling time. Created so many trouble then.

Now, I already boh-cham. Is more of a social group to hang out together. So, not my problem even though some seems out of the group. Sometimes I feel sad that people seems to be out of the circle. I mean we are used to be friends that had fun, now seems off the circle.

Talked with Aaron yesterday briefly. In the end, I don't know whom to side or do what to resolve the invisible wall that seems to constructed. I knew the problem all along, but it is like do I need to take things in my hand? I appreciated that friendship I had with him earlier (and now still), just that he seems drifting off... haiz... how to pull him back?

Is like, there are some north, south poles magnet and metal nature exist in the group. If you introduce one south pole, north pole will attracted and south poles repel away. While some metals will attract no matter what is the magnet pole. I know metal natural is the best to exist in any social circle. But neither I have a metal nature within me. I has a magnet nature!!

Sometimes I tried to be more understanding and flexible. Be abit of metal nature to preserve all the friendships that exist in this wonderful social circle. That is why sometimes Di cannot tarhan. Sometimes I find him no love to the social circle. But I know he know the limits and I know he doing the way I can't bring myself to do it, so in the end he seems to be the bad guy.

hai yo....

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Anyway, just finish some documentations for the insurance thingy. Damn lor sor... haiz... Need documentations here and there... Already gave them the permission to get the clinical abstract, still come bug me with medical conditions that SHOULD HAVE in the clinical abstract. If I know what is the exact contents and medical terms, I would have become a doctor right? $%%$^%$^. I feel that it is just covering asses procedures should the premiums need to be paid.

Same as the medical institution I went earlier. So business like. Where is the medical CARE that government always says. Even the doctor I that she is so messy on her desk and personality, how can I trust her? FUCK off...

Upon thinking about the above, the latest Saw 6 plot came into my mind. Sometimes I think the head of such insurance corporations should go watch.

I don't believe "Angel" corporations exist. Business mean Business. When money at strike, asses need to covered. Matter most is - whose asses.

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