Juz back from that stupid show! went to watch "War of the World" with Kevin... wait for so long for the movie to open... den gave me such a story, such a plot, such a duno wad show!!! with a lame ending! -_-"
really lo.. but wanted to watch Tom Cruise, so thought that it wont be a bad show... BUT... haiz.. really disappointed... Steven Spielberg... haiz....HAIZ!!
like what he said, look at the bright side: Aircon and Nice seat for 2 hrs.
yayaya~ gald that the aircon is working~ glad that the seat is blue~ glad that the cinema is not so pack~ gald that the audience is quiet~ yayayaya~ =P
Never Ever catch a movie without any research!! get comments 1st...!!
okie lar, stop my complaining here le... time to ZZZzzZz... Nitey Bloggy~
ME => @.@ => Panda
at this point of time......... 1.35pm.........
I miss Yishun Pond!!!!!!!!! miz the coolness there in the eveing... I jz wana get out of the office now~~
I feel like running now~ argh~
bcoz' of wad???
Nothing.
Jz feel like doing it....
Am I still at the stage of finding the reason of my existence?
I just don’t know who I am, what I can do, what I need to do. The road seems hazy now. Day come, Day pass. For who, For what? I live for what??!!
Experience life? Live happily? But we can’t always get what we wanted. Working hard towards it, but end up getting nothing, is it worth it?? People say, the destination is not important, important is the journey. But how true is it?? Ask yourself, the Process or the Outcome weight heavier in your heart?
Life till the end is a ZERO.
A Big Fat ZERO.
No one remembers who you are; your trip to this mortal world will be forgotten and will be treated as the trip was never made before.
Men are just so small, thinking that "I would do something big, something great in the future."
Perhaps dreams are just dreams.
Foolishly thinking that fate can be change. Some things just won’t change.
I live for whom? I live for what? Right now, yes, I live on for a reason. Did ask myself if 1 day, if I lose this purpose, what will I do? Not a surprise, I managed to find an answer.
Cause I never live for myself.
Plans. But like what yun wrote before, the only constant in life is changes. This is what Vin said before too. So why plan?
Things change, Plans spoilt, Disappointment results.
Like Heng, somehow I feel that changes are unavoidable. Years ago, we are just too young, dreams are impractical. Circumstances do make people change.
Earth still rotates on when the death come.
Some things gone means gone.
Life till the end is a ZERO.
today entry~ rojak lar...
I cant think of a design for a mug... so I am here to blog~
morning bluez bluez bluez bluez bluez again.. coz I AM NOT SLEEPing WELL again... haiz....
hmm.. today at the office, things are quite smooth... early in the morning received client's mails and calls... not they are chasing after me for their projects BUT I am the one who is chasing after them... haha... actually not their fault, coz things are shipping in from other places... guess it got delayed upstream in the SC... Happy to know that 3 of my projects are near 100% completion!!
I learnt quite alot of things there.. materials type, printing type, CoralDraw, pantone codes etc etc... from speaking to suppliers to manufactuers to clients is alot of difference... But i think i still need to be more pursuasive... cannot everything say okie okie~~
the company is not bad, feel that there is no office politices bah... they are willing to teach me... each of them teach me a little each day... perhaps I am still new~
went shopping again!! find that I begining to take in other colors than BLUE. Green~Orange~
I have not decide what to wear for my Grads day. Pants or Skirt. Coat have to be black. What color blouse. White? Red? Pink? Blue? duno~
tml, is 3 years le... not sad lar.. juz realised it, it been so long le... remembered each of the details.. tears came... was a SAt, an impt day for a student...but I ran & ran...*STOP thinking*
tired le~ Gtg le... Bloggy Nite Nite. haha...
today I was in a horrible mood since I wake up... Don't know where gone wrong~duno feel moody for what~Juz felt that nothing going to be smooth.. argh~~ the weather made it worse!! Seldom had such a feeling towards rainy days... usually welcome them.. but not today..
perhaps due to my mind not sleeping when I sleep.... argh~~~~~
Reached destination, heavy rain greeted me. with no choice but to use the umbrella. I don't know for how long I never been using the umbrella. Most of the time I RATHER WALK in the RAIN! But today I cant be drenched. I am going to the office not home...argh~ perhaps next time bah... I just want to be in the rain.....
got to get another heels le~ it juz give me problems when walking in the rain!! & the strap coming off soon... haiz~~Bought a turtle today~ it going to sit on my office monitor from now onz.. Oh, watch over me??!! kekeke... no name yet *thinking* hmm....
cute mah??
Vin ar, haha.. I am not going to quote what you told me... =P well, enjoy the accomapines there bah... Lolx. you are such a magnet.... *eyes rolled* wahaha... Cya! Do rest well....
~~*Hope Tomorrow Will Be Much Better*~~
Hi all, here is an entry from the office… Today is the start of a new week .. Monday Bluez……….Check my hp calendar this morning, there is nothing in Bold, so there is nothing for me to look forward to… also no money… HAIZ… perhaps look forward to salary day bah~~ LOLx
Some working, some studying, some going to school soon, some serving NS, some seems MIA (duno where she dissppear…=P) just wondering each of them doing now…
Now I wonder why last time I am so busy?? My weekends used to be so packed… haha.. coz my time is devoted to school projects and club.. Especially the Club. Spent all the time in it… well, there is no regrets.. it is growing well and doing good… =)
I went to the library that day. In an impulse, I picked up 4 thick books of Buffy… is really very thick!! Guess these books going to accompany me for these 2 weeks….
Oh, there is something to look forward to… This Sunday…. Gor coming… wahaha….
Juz confirm with Xia, on Friday le…. Wahaha. Hope she don’t fly me plane again!! Yun ar, next time, make urself more free lar~~ surely, Yun going to hump-tump me le!! kekeke....
A passionate person is what? & what about a materialistic person?
Like what Vin said,
You will only find true friends when the troubles arrived. A passionate person will help you when in need. Even can’t help, he or she will try and find other people to help. Does a materialistic person only really help if they see that is useful to them?
A materialistic person won’t shed a tear, coz they won’t understand what a passionate person feels. To them, main thing is money and other stuff that is tangible. Other things are not tangible, they won’t hold on to it. They will find ways get what they want, practical stuff.
Perhaps to a passionate person, a materialistic person is unwise to chase after things that can only satisfy material needs. At the same time, a materialistic person looks at the other party as an alien too. To materialistic person, only the tangible things make them happy. To them, a passionate person is foolish, because of holding on to things that are not practical.
Yes, money is not everything, but in this world, with no money, you can’t do anything.
In this world, human are the one who create things, and also the one who ruin them. From tangible things like houses, they build, they destroy it. To intangible things like promises, they made the promise, breaking them is easy.
One can be passionate person. But there are times to be materialistic. So called a MASK. WHY? Cause this is a protective shield, to safeguard yourself.
To me,
What Vin said is true. But I don’t want to be materialistic. Holding on to things that are insensible to me. Money can’t be bring to the grave, but feelings too. You die, you forget.
I still think with my heart
I want to say sorry to 2 of my friends whom are with me all the time. Sorry for wad I did and the unhappiness I caused.
Vin, I am sorry.
Yun, I am sorry too.
*hugz*
Vin, your words really touched me. 'se ming pei jun zi'. thanks for all too. Glad that I have a friend like you!! I know I am matured but guess I dare not and no heart to do it. that is the difference between a Passionate & a Materialistic person. I am a passionate person. You are too! but juz dun get too over the line, don't change too much.
*Waiting for the invitation to the castle wor~~ woohoo~~ =) jia you!!!!
If you're mad with someone, and nobody's there to fix the situation...
You fix it.
Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend.
And if u don’t, tomorrow can be too late.
If you're in love with somebody, but that person doesn't know...
Tell her/him.
Maybe today, that person is also in love with you.
And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late.
If you really want to kiss somebody... kiss her/him.
Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too. And if you don't kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late.
If you still love a person that you think he/she has forgotten you...
Tell her/him.
Maybe that person has always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today, tomorrow can be too late.
If you need a hug... ask her/him for it.
Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.
If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today, tomorrow can be too late.
today is the 3rd day of work and is FRIDAY!! wahaha.. but alot of work today.. but I wont talk about my work here today!!
got an sms from Jianmin abt the club crawl. I am juz so happy with the numbers 136!! well, have to see how many will stay... but I have faith for them. =) thanks to the rest too for updating me!!
today arranged to meet Vin, Yun and Xia for dinner at Marina South. I off work at 5.30pm but went for a shopping to wait for the time to pass. Arranged to meet at 6.30pm. Yun reached 1st, me & Xia was in the same train but Vin was late. but he no choice de.
Vin today ORD le!!! woohoo~~
so sober....
waw.. Vin surprise me by his dressing. not bad... Shuai wor~~ ;) we eat 1/2 way, rain came. ARGH~ move inside lo, wad to do??! >.<"
today, I never eat much... duno why... well, sort of got abit too HIGH today, coz drink quite alot. but I never get drunk wor.... actually I like this feeling, tiz feeling of 'LETTING GO'... is like there is no stress, no worries. Juz me. perhaps I juz hold on things too hard in life. This is my way of letting go....
the MOST HIGH is not me wor~ is VIN. guess he juz drink too much. juz too much. well, Yun leh?? haha.. she drink alot too coz she lose to Vin in the guessing games. I know I never drunk coz I still can walk over to the store to get green tea for Vin. Told you guys le!! I am OKIE!! =P
busy cooking!~~
our future Cook at work!!
Xia busy eatting while they play...
still sober?? about to...
eh.. Yun ar, what happen when I take tiz huh? I dun rememember leh...
the SIAO CHAR BO & SIAO TAR PO! lolx
KO le~~
Xia have to go off earlier coz she have to do things early tomorrow. BOO~ so send her to bus stop lo...
the Gals!!
I JUZ WANNA PLAY POOL. argh~~ but close shop. sian. Call up Eugene to check out where is the next nearest de. But end up, FEELING LAZY. so proceed home lo~~ Yun also seems CMI. juz so worried that she will miss her station. Vin move house le!! haha.. so in the end I have accompany for 2 stations! kekeke...
Vin, don't get too stress. perhaps this is your way of life. yah to you, is hard and have to move on. you juz made me think back about myself. But I strongly believe in you. Have faith. =) Juz take care!
Good Luck for your interview wor~
~~Juz Luv You Guys SOOOOO MUCH!! ~~
waw.. woke up super early ~~ 6.30am... sian!! been sleeping super late all the time, so cant sleep early last nite....
OL day starts with squeezing LRT with the rest.. sian! nearly cant get up the LRT... den MRT squeezed again!! waw.. no place to sit.. though my station is 2nd station only... fine~~ observing what other Office Ladies wear.. think I blend in bah.. well... don't like being OL lo.. sian~ haha.. I mean, no more a student seems sad leh.... haiz....
reach office 15min earlier but actually boss is there le.. well, heard from Ken that, step out of the house at 5.30am!! win liao... hahaha... suai!! network down!! only my com cant access the network.. den call up the printing company overseas, screwed up also!! first I forget is overseas call so the dialling sound is different, many tries later then realised!! later is like communication break down with the other party... haiz.. den the PS version is different from mine at home.. so been redoing the stuff again, aGain and AGAIN!! Boss pointed out a error in my graphics!! WHY??? coz I never check, coz I trusted the person!! SIAN!! argh~~ end up I only finish a task for the WHOLE of ToDAY!! waw~~
haha.. Updated Ms Teo abouted each of us le.. told her will update her again when someone get fired!! lolx.. *CHOY* haiz.. she cant join us tiz friday.. coz she finished at 10pm... perhaps have to arrange to meet in the weekend afternoon easlier...
Vin ar, go lar~~~~~~~ tiz friday... okie???!!
hey, Yun gd luck for you 2d round of interview!! make sure you are prepared!!
think will kena SACK soon... haiz........
haha.. went for the job interview le~and got the job! tml start work~ at Bugis.... well, is Ken got me this job..... kinda of stress coz working for people you know is different... well, I will work hard de~
went for SHOPPING again!! wahaha.. with Yun. she is super Grouchy. GROUCHY! keep compalining and complaining~ juz coz she feels that she screwed up the interview~ ger ar, juz a interview lo....
went to shop for stuff... that Yun, surprise me alot... juz coz is very cheap.. went ask me wan also mah... waw.. super enthu' leh.... haha.... I bought a new nail polish again.. hope tiz bottle I can finish it.. coz everytime it dries up when I only use for a few times.. been so lazy lar.. haha.. nice color I find it.. hahahahahahaha....
something came into my mind thiz morning when I step out of my door going for the interview... I wore formal for the interview... somehow I feel much more confident though there is low % of nervous.... something SHOOT into my mind~ will when I find back my confidence, the ATTITUDE ger will be back too???!!! somehow I find myself sometimes (perhaps everytime) I quite 'attitude' when I am sort of confident.. LOlx.. I duno~~ am I??!!
Attitude Ger~~~~~~ haiz
Unexpected events are likely to take place that will help fuel your fire, dear Aries. Embrace the unknown instead of being fooled or scared by it. Opportunities exist in the cracks today. At first you may not see them, but if you look closely enough, they are there. Let the strange and unusual situations of the day be your guide to things that are fresh, new, and exciting.
haha.. think I really need some fuel to move onz! I am going down later to the new office. wondering what holds for me there... perhaps this is a really new start for me... you know, Mummy went to temple pray for me that day. Got a 'qian', it says that I will hit the very bottom and will meet someone that will help me. haha..
BUT, did I hit the bottom now??! no leh~ so means that some more is coming??? who knows......
guess to me is juz a 'qian', it might not be accurate right?? But anyway, WISH me Good Luck bah~~~
wahahahaha.....
A fiery ARIES is coming in your way~~~~~~~~~~~
Someone said, "Wallets are a lot like girls. You really have to take good care of, because if you won't, something might happen.
One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it. You think, and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone.
Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky people who get it back. Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.
The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences. They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before. You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost.
No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.
You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.
You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there. Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.
And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.
That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet. And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.
Courtesy from Yun's Blog... kekeke... yah.. I copied from there... =P
this is Monya! CUTE right?? got it from some flash clips. Scroll down n click to view them... total 10 clips. Enjoy... cute movie clips...
Opening
Ep 1
Ep 2
Ep 3
Ep 4
Ep 5
Ep 6
Ep 7
Ep 8
Valentine Special
the GREAT Tangs SALEs! met up with Xia to go shopping... coz Xia need some formal pants/skirt. actually is she asked want to go Orchard tml not today. but she was kena rejected by Yun early in the morning mah... well, I cant find ppl to rot with me, so gald that she come at the correct time. kekeke...ChengMeng, Jianmin, Jia Jun, Anothony, Rox, Cyrus & Bryan.
Yun come for like 20 mins and off she go to meet Xuan. been walking here and there. from shops to shops to shops. 10%, 20%, 50%, 70% discounts!! wwWOW... I bought a pair of heels. I love it! Bought a pants too! @ 70% OFF!! wahaha... Xia bought shoes, pants & blouse. Basically, is a SET! haha... Yun ar, jealous mah??!! =P lalalalala~~~
went to meet up with the club members for dinner. they changed the place to the Hans @ Great Eastern Building there. been there last month, coz last month celebrate Bryan's birthday there too! Today is the new president's birthday, JIANMIN. finally 18 le lo~ coz got Anthony mah, so had lots of FUN! that crappy guy! he juz love disturbing almost everyone, Especially JJ. LoLx. he is juz another person that always there creating jokes at gatherings. today we have 9 people in total. Me, Aaron,
juz so tired right now but stil wanna blog~
back from Sembawang. went to the beach in the eveing. I took my camera along too. wanna take some shoots. but actually I realised that I lose the interest le bah... don't seems to have those feelings when taking pics le. dun ask me WHY, I duno~
before going to the beach, went Yishun for lunch. ate 'lotong' (not sure correct spelling mah)! coz what I wanna eat finish le! >.<" should say is been loitering around the beach area bah. went to the jetty, took some pics. Yun took some too! guess she is abit sian with me when I am out with my camera.
in the bus & at jetty
been so long that I wanna to come here... finally I am here....
taken a pic today that I like it very much. View It Here. Perhaps can give some comments too.
later on, went to the playground to play. YES! is me! to the playground! wanna play the swing, but was occupied by kids. >.<" so go play the slide lo.... later that I had a chance. SWING... here I come.... juz so happy... yah, I know you wanna say "You are so childish." who cares... =P
so happy at the swing =P
not only me lo~
lying down on the grass, looking at the blue blue sky is very nice, you know? though there might be small creatures crawling around...
Yun, I am really very very sorry. Is really my fault to cause you guys so much unhappiness. I really don't know what else I can do now. *hugz* I am so sorry.
ate dinner at the so-called Satay Club, beside SSC. meet Xia there. actually the food isnt that nice lo~ AIYA, that Xia today is very Grouchy. Yes, GROUCHY, is the word. haha... ^5 yun!!
aunties snatching food..
me so tired...
Ying, Yun, Xia
there is this cute little so curious about us at the Satay Club. think is due to the camera bah. She is very sweet.
later on, followed these two aunties to the Giant hypermarket. they really win liao lo~ create so many BIG jokes there... (-_-'!|) from the clothes section to the food section... LOLx. Xia today really atitude problem somewhere~
Grouchy Xia today...
somehow I did enjoyed the day. Thanks. *hugz*
~*~Taken By Yun~*~
right now is 10.10am. woke up at 9am. duno why~ feeling horrible horrible~~ so sick... HATE that! not been sleeping well...Miss that place alot. been so long never go back there le... childhood memories there too... Gor they all... hahhahaha... guess Gor forget all about that le lo~~~argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~ argh~
super SIAN~~
Daddy never go work today, coz went for check up. so worried for him. that day, I really so lost and fear is in me...
called up Alvin. Alvin was conducting an interview, not free~ okie, talked to someone else. well, hope that my call is not too late. Now, Alvin just called. another job but coz of my Dip is offered by SIT not SBM, you can guess the result bah... yah, you are right that why I hesitate so long! sometimes you feel that I juz need some scoldings right??!! been so slaggish...
I finally read up her blog le... can felt her saddness. understand why she did all that. for the thing called L.O.V.E. is not wrong for her to do that. understand the heading "Trapped behind Windows".
meeting Yun at 3.15 later bah, I also not so sure. been so absent-minded. cant even remember time, bus no etc. Imagine, yday while I sat at the bench at SUNTEC waiting for Yun, me myself stared at the flooring there thinking does the measuements fits. I dont know how to explain in words here. Well, I asked yun about the squares measurements, she thought I am testing her... but actually I cant think properly so I asked her lo. been so BLUR~~~~~
going out later. meeting Xia for dinner too...
Emotional DisciplineOne of the best ways to boost mental energy is to recognize a fact that at first may seem unlikely: You have the power to choose how you feel.
Feelings, we all know, are strong forces. Sometimes they even overtake us. They don't just shape our moods, they influence our very thoughts and the decisions we make.
We've been told over and over to pay attention to our feelings, they represent some honest core of ourselves. But feelings can also get us seriously off track. Sometimes they land us in considerable conflict, and create the fireworks that erupt when people disagree.
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Different Ways of Stress Relief
perhaps you have your own way of de-stress. watching funny VCD is your way bah. when I am down or STRESS by something, I have my ways of making myself better. Crying. Dance around with loud music. Sit at the beach. Blog. last but not least Cool myself under cold running water. but I do feel that keeping the stuff to yourself don't help. Talk to someone bah. =)
Don't Worry Be Happy! the SUN will shine again for you de!!
really very sick today~~ *sob sob* but still went out. haha... went to the Com fair at Expo. I was like a blur sheep walking around... coz not been updating myself about the latest stuff about computers!! yun ar, u dun depend on me too much bah... but the SONY labby not bad leh....
hey Aaron, dun ever ask a lost sheep about things...coz u will never get an answer... kekekeke =P
went to Suntec for dinner. ate Korean food. spicy de... N 'steal' a few bites from Yun's ice-kacang, coz she don't allow me to EAT!! lolx. AbUsE!! no lar, is due to that I am sick, so shouldnt be eating that. we saw this Michelle aka Zhuang Mi Xue & Allan Wu aka Wu Zheng Yu eating dinner there too! Michelle is so sweet and slim. Pretty is the word! but not much impression on Allan Wu leh. =P
SHOPPING was next!! I bought a iora skirt, coz sale lar. Yun, bought a skirt too.. and a tee from BUM at 20% off. actually I saw a white vest quite nice, with zip all the way de, BUT I never go and try. Coz quite EX even with the discount. When Yun is out with either Me, Xia or Xiang, she definitely will buy clothes de.. juz don't know why~~ =P
went to the Bookfair too at level four. nothing to see... most of it are chinese books... we parted at Suntec, coz she take bus and I take MRT. I took my own sweet time to stroll to the station. OWN TIME OWN TARGET! sick & tired lar... haha...
Yun, jia you on TUE wor~~ if fail don't come and see me wor~ jk... BEST WISHES! ;)
Right now, feeling very AWFUL!! =( guess a fever is coming up soon... ARGH~~
can't find sleep anywhere again tonite... told myself to sleep early tonite, but cant! yawning now~ but can't sleep... but tml will be gg out.. but I will be waiting for 2 calls... Hope that that call will come in the morning with Good News... Let's Pray~
hook on music now.. right now playing You Are My Solid Ground by Patti LaBelle.
When you're lying tenderly beside me
And I feel your breath so soft against my cheek
All my fears just disappear in darkness
And I know for sure
I could never leave
You are the strength that I've found to see
You life me up when I'm down-loving me
When I never thought
That I'd feel my heart come around
You are my solid ground
I don' t need a fairy tale to save me
I've got all the magic I need in your arms
And I won't even fly away in madness
I'll stay close enough to always feel your warmth
You are the strength that I've found to see
You lifted me up when I'm down-loving me
When I never thought that I'd feel my heart come around
You are my solid ground
My solid ground
I'm...so in love with you
You're everything faithful and true
I know I could touch every star
When you're lifting me and I'm right there where you are
You are the strength
That I've found to see
You life me up when I'm down...loving me
When I never thought
That I'd feel my heart come around
You are my solid ground
Nice song? Yup.. to me now...
Having sort of a sore throat & running nose now~ argh~~ had plans for the next 2 days!! HOW???!! sian! seems that the sore throat getting SERIOUS! OMG!